Sunday, July 29, 2007

enjoying the tranquility...

hey ya.....everything is so calm like a sea which has just finished its chores wen the sun sets or like the low tides.....muving bak to the river for rest as twilight nears......oh....am i being too much philosophical at times my mind wanders haywire.......actually may b i'm lazy to do other more imoptant activities of my daily routine ...like assignments , studying and as a finance major student i shud b lost in world where i am supposed to play with mates like derivatives , banking , corporate finance, forex......huh.......luk am tired even their names make me frustrated, every day after the sun sets, imean after tea i come to my rum n decide that ......today i'm definitely gonna study.......but yeah......never happens......i sleep as if am a princess and evrything will b automatically done for me........luk i'm again doing the things i like just surfing useless stuff on net.....but not useless 4 me at times...n writing my blog.......

so by tranquility , i mean that... i feel as if i am in a bubble where i hv all comforts except the study thing and may be i don wanna get out of the bubble........the bubble is where am happy and njoying myself and where my parents r also happy n all my dear ones........bt life is mch more ya.....
my bubble is weakening n about to blast........smtimes it is painful bt i hv to get out in world na.......am nw 21 year old young lady.....

all my dear ones have adjusted to their lives.......i tink i wz still waiting for them to finish........i realized suddenly that am still in the bubble .......all r calling me to be a part of this cruel world........bt it seemed to b cruel......bt i sill beleive there is a minute dot in this world where i'll find my world .....may b i hv got bt i'm not yet realizing the fact.......

so i'll go on..........

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