rock baby rock...

once upon a time... don worry people.. am not reciting a story...
just saying that.. i beleived "rock music" to be like some coloured hair people beating drums n trying to break the strings of guitar...trying to break their necks n stage of performance with their feet... trying to pretend as if they belong to the next world..... wierdo creatures..... causing pain to themselves n normal people too...... wait.. dis is wat i beleived in..
but all my convictions were shaken ... when i listened carefully what actaully rock........ meant... and how is it different and so touching... it really is...... they are the people who actually take you to the world which we ignore... yeah.. thats the world we live in... they are real humans.. who feel actually... the pleasure and the pain....
rock is a message...... try n listen.....
i confess..... its not me who wanted to listen to rock....... its some special people coz of whom....... i realized...... this fact....

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moments..

i cherish the moments i had in past , but i still wander to capture new moments but my search has proven empty for past two years, but still something is filled into the sack of life also.... cant neglect those... can say moments....... donow happy or sad... just moments... it seems to be emotionless...... but it is....
just checking through the albums of people... i realize they have captured more moments and are collecting those each and every day.... feels like i was dazzled , cudnt see what was happpening around me .. and at that time people were collecting moments and somehow i missed the pace... but smday i'l regain the double pace... n collect double of them who left me behind... not aspiring but that special thing will touch me soon.......
:)

cracked my fear........ group discussions.......

oh... so i am entering now to the first stage of preparatin for my final placments n dat is..... GD's...... i hate them like hell.... but i hv no other way to crack it so that i can reach the nucleus.... i.e. centre of the cell called JOBS.........
had a GD session 2day...... 2 sweet ladies 4m prestigious instis.. had cm... conducted smthn called softskills class....... n they named it as their combined venture called knowledge pros..... as evry odr person says..... they also said the answer lies in oursleves......... i tried baba...... kahan dhoondoo......
GD An elimination proceess..... sucks!!!!
everyone knows their weakness n strength by dis age....... but no one tell how to improve........ lets c... wot these ladies r gonna do......
tell us a path... or jsut beating around the same dried bush...... ab to mitti me mil jayega... bush bhi.......
kuch karoo
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too much 2 do......

donow wot to do....... muvie season is going on...... sleeping n watching helluva muvies...... wid no gr8 thoughts....... jsut for time pass....... n jsut trying to fix... myself to one of the characters in every muvie.....sounds ridiculous...... but evry gal does so.... donow abt boyz... they r still more factual... i tink so...
learning from them..... :)

name sake...

wots behind a name......??
does name reflect something??
may b or may not b... to persons it doesnt reflect..... if parents hv given it.... may b d name given by frens reflect much more of the person's character or behaviour... hv seen..... wid my dear frens.... hu wre called.... tharki , malli ,dee....paaak..... soorma bhopaali... etc etc...
evry name had sm funny trait behind it...
bt..as v grow... no one cares... people know us by our ability..... not by... our name..... so serious......
aare chadd pare...
live life as if v have left wid one day to enjoy n d next day v dont knw..wot will happen.......
"name" is just an identification.....our duty to carry on wid it...
so jst chill chill jst chill....

fear of change... resistance

yeah everyone knows what resistance mean... jsut thinking about future..... it makes me feel tensed... but.. suddenly i turned back and luked upon hu was i and hu am i now ?? asking the question to myself made me in a situation of a thre dimensional world where i am at a position called STILL... i was a person who lived in present enjoyed my life to the fullest... never gave a damn to wotevr happened in d periphery.. never care whot people do... conspiracies never happened to cross my ear drums.... trusted frenships more than ny relationship aftr my parents...... nvr thot of how people can br ruthless n i wud b evr effected by it..... i was enuf for myself...... but things changed...... not only for me..... it changes for evry1 one at the this stage... v r grown up youths... out of that flowery world...... evrything turned to b a rocky terrain in the actual existing world.... either that it waiting for me to enter and disinterestedly i have to enter... oh god!!!
sometimes i thot y only me?? but painful but true to very1...
so no point in resisting ..... factual life... am coming .... very soon...... bas placement ho jaye......

networking.....

Just back 2 my rum...... feel so relaxed... i used to curse the location n everthing of my rum.... bt i missed my rum wen i had 2 giv it 2 sm1 else.... bt besides that i had a nice time with my friends out here in my institute..the event was ALUMINI MEET called MILAAP of our institute.... last time i didnt stay back intentionally coz i really hated my institute.... bt things have changed for me... as in IITTM , my grads insti... i want to enjoy evry moment here .... for d days left out... bt waiting for placemnts to happen soon.... its d most uneasy time.... you are free of formal studies bt still wot to do... how to do ... ???
so bak to the aluimini meet..... last two days were a bit away from usual schedules.... my rum was sacked by my seniors.....
bt thru my fren i met our old alumnus... he talked something very relevant dat striked me..... n our insti never stressed upon..... they actually didnt made us realize the true meaning of organizing an alumini meet... how much is networking imporatnt to us who live 25 - 30 kms away from th city.... they blocked our networking sites..... they cancelled our BT acumen quiz visit to IIFT.... n just for the sake to hold as many students they can...made it a jail ...... no freedom.... n they expect us to stay back on our own........
i thot i wz d only one hu dislikes dis place...... bt my oder frens also feel being trapped in dis jungle...... even our seniors felt so.... evryone is waiting for placemnts to begin n just run away......
bt business is all about networking and coordination.... one man can do nothing ... n worthless attitude wont give results...... atleast the students who are exepreinced should realize the meaning and significance of ALUMINI MEET ... dat it is not just meant for dancing , partying , relish gud fud ,n watching performances....etc... but its a starting base where u can start building a network and link up all the alumini... so that every string of BIMTECH is attached to the same thread..... mangement wont do much..... they will do what they can but an instiute is known by its students not by the management...
and i have heard its d same wid the organizations...... v r going to b someone's employees in next two months...

its not a selfish motive.... but also..... u make gr8 frenships...... thru networking......

networking..... not only in business but personal social relationships.....

too much proffesional for a blog....
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