just wanna get liberated

i just smtimes thought how can people jst change to the extent to their opposites.... bt wen i observed my self , i changed , my attitude changed , my thinking changed... either i am getting too selfish or i want eveyrhtn ..... n may b i am troubling odrs.... bt 4 wot.... y do i beleive tht odrs shud get the point on their own... i hv lost my patience n i hv nothing left.. feell empty n hollow 4m inside.... its nt tht i'm goin thru tuff times or smthn its jst tht,... i hv time to think so mch.... i should nt think either.... or if i don think i wont b able to solve myself....... i hv hell lotta confusions... bt deep inside... i don wanna trouble ny one nt evn me... n thts it... i may hv started luving myself more... its nt me... people around me r lik tht.... is tht influencing me... ??
i want to get liberated of all attachments lik luv or realtion.... bt i'm one of them... bt smtimes it beats hard me on ground... n am lost......